Sigh

There’s a lot on my mind, but can’t seem to take the time to write or put it into words. I guess the main thing that is “bothering” me is planning the wedding. I have decided that weddings are just crazy. Maybe it’s the fact that I’m older than I thought I would be when I got married and don’t care about it all or the fact that I find it crazy that it’s so expensive to plan one. This is just nuts…why can’t you just have a simple wedding (which is what I want and trying to plan, but even that is more than I thought and want to pay). I am ready for someone else to do the rest for me. I don’t like dealing with this; it’s stressing me out too much. All that matters is that you found that person you love and want to spend the rest of your life with; in the end you are still married regardless of what you serve at your reception or anything else. Sorry to vent, but I just can’t seem to enjoy this anymore.

On a happy note, Mom and Dad are coming in town Thursday. Which means it will be closer to the weekend. We have a Christmas party this Saturday. I know several people don’t like the holidays due to all parties, events, and gatherings, but getting together with friends and family is one of my favorite parts of the holidays.