3 days and counting

So this week has been crazy. Let's forget about work since of course it was busy and never ending.

Let's see where I should start.

I got out going to NY for work since I hate the day trips, not a big fan of those. I would rather just sit on the phone all day taking notes and asking questions. So I was free to celebrate birthdays on Tuesday.

Tuesday night was great. There is nothing like a night with great friends and good food. I have been slightly dreading my upcoming birthday. I'm not really sure why, but I have. This week has actually been a little worse than others, and today added to that. Tuesday night made me forget all about the fears and anxiety I have about my birthday.

Wednesday was looooooooooooooooong. We did get a lot of questions answered and things discussed. I have not had time to even think about what has been going on outside of work. After having coffee with a friend after church, I came home exhausted. I tried to get some work done, but didn't accomplished that.

I feel bad because today I learn that I was wrong about something a friend had told me last night. I didn't believe a friend when he told me he was engaged, and he really is. Today a mutual friend of ours told me he was. I'll be honest and say I was shocked. I guess I never thought it would be now, maybe a few years down the road. I'm happy for both of them, really happy they are taking this step in life.

At this moment, I'm beginning to wonder a lot about my future and what it holds for me. I know a lot of this has to do with my 25th birthday coming up--I still not sure why it bothers me so much--and the fact in the past month 5 of my friends have gotten engaged. I'm not at a point in my life where I want to be engaged or be near that, but I want to know what lays in store for me. I am a very independent person. Maybe that is my future--to be the independent person I am now.

I hope everyone has a fantastic long relaxing weekend.