I have been doing some thinking the past couple of days. Not sure if it because people around me are making changes in their lives, and I feel like I need to make a change as well. I'm beginning to second guess some of the decisions I have made. I look back over the last few years of my life, and wonder if any of it really happened, if the choices were the right ones, and what are my goals for the next 5 years.
So first of all, I'm sitting down this weekend and making the list of goals I wish to accomplish by the time I'm 30 (ok so it's 6 years and not 5, sue me. I'm cutting off a year of my life--my choice). I will have some goals which will depend on others; while if those are not accomplished I will take a different route.
My world seems to be on a different track than I am--or at least that's how I feel!
During a conversation I had this evening with my parents, I figured they would hit the roof to me mentioning that the more weddings I have to attend the more I just want to elope. Surprisely, they were ok with the idea--not like my parents. Granted I do have that dream of having my wedding, but at the same time, I don't know how much I want to deal with the stress. Why not just elope and throw a huge party when you return? Plus, I get the money my parents would have spent on the wedding in cold, hard cash.
I think I can finally start winding down tonight. I have a few things off my mind which will allow me to rest before having to get up early to drive to yet another wedding.
Good night all.
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