Too many thoughts.

Surprisingly this week has gone by fast. I woke up this morning not really thinking what day it was. The weather has been good; we have been getting a nice steady rain for the past few days. Today it is overcast, but the sun is out a little more than before. I’m feeling better, just now have stopped up ears that are driving me crazy. Still have a little congested, but feel overall better.

I have too much on my mind that is causing me to be disappointed. I try to push them out of my mind, but when they keep being brought up in the conversation it’s hard for me not to become bitter and sad. By this time I should have already learned the lesson not to get excited about things that are not for sure. I have been doing that too much lately and it all just goes the opposite of what I hoped for. I would rather not know anything about a situation until it happens that way I do not have to think about it and get excited. I am much more of a surprised girl; just don’t tell me there is a surprise because that will just make me extremely mad. Sad thing is the situations I’m currently disappointed in I never bring up because I know how I am about them. Is it wrong for me to be this way? Should I not put so much “stock” into things that affect my life as well as others? I don’t know, maybe I’m just being over critical and emotional.

In more brightening news, I’m looking forward to being in Nashville for the weekend. We are heading up Friday afternoon with Chad and Allie to see My Morning Jacket play at the Riverfront Park then just whatever we feel like Saturday. It’s been a couple of years since I have been to Nashville and I miss it.

I finished the last placemat last night. I have thoroughly enjoyed knitting them. I learned a new stitched and sort of just made it up as I went. One of these days, I’m going to try to do two colors, but I’m happy with how fast these went. Now I’m going to take a break from Christmas presents and work on some socks. This will be a new thing for me as I have never knitted with double pointed needles nor made anything other than something flat and straight.